What happened hurt, but i want to be okay now. I want to move on from it.
There is nothing wrong with still wishing him well. Nothing wrong from having this bit of hope that one day we’ll be okay although it’s most likely we won’t meet again anymore. Ever. There’s nothing wrong with missing him from time to time and remembering the hurt and ocassionally being angry with him again for what happened. There is nothing wrong with not feeling like i could like anyone the way i liked him.
But all things.. all these too shall pass.
Nothing lasts. There is nothing wrong with that.