So many things have happened.. things turn out well in the end and i still come out alive, yet i am scared of the future and am being chased by my past. I am scared of wrong decisions and twisted views that causes them. I am scared of ending up alone, and being around people who doesn’t love me enough to accept me no matter.. but none of these things matter. All should matter is what i am doing at the moment. Am i doing what I want? Will this make me happy? Am i not hurting anyone? That’s the only thing that should matter. Why am i still running around getting my way to that when it sounds so simple?